October 2, 2007

RawR!!

Filed under: 星の夢~Yume

I’m so pissed now. It’s freaking tiring.

For all the affords made are just for nothing.

It’s all crappy.

Chicken. Tomato. Turtle. Crap. Bullsh*t.

Fine, I quit. Without any regrets now. I QUIT!!!

I WILL QUIT UNI!!!!

 

 

QUIT!!!!!!

 

Then all of a sudden I came across this poem.

When things go wrong as
they sometimes will,
When the road  you’re
trudging  seems all up
                         hill,
When the funds are low
and the debts are high
and you want to smile
but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you
                       down a bit,
Rest if you must, but 
                       don’t you quit.
Life is queer with its 
                     twists and turns,
as everyone of us
                  sometimes learns,
and many a failure
                  turns about
when he might have
won had he stuck it out;
don’t give up though
the pace seems slow-
you may succeed with
               another blow.
Success is failure 
    Turned inside out-
The silver tint of the
         Clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell
    How close you are,
It may be near when it 
                 Seems so far;
So stick to the fight when
     You’re hardest hit-
It’s when things seem
Worse that you must
                   Not quit
by~ littleangel2 on deviantart.
OMFG!! Look at this. It’s so simple. SIMPLE!! but it can be so "impactful".
Fine…fine… I will think again on my decision. =.=


3a.m.

Filed under: 星の夢~Yume

It’s already 3a.m. in the morning, and I am still awake. Sigh… I am still here struggling for my oral presentation which I am going to have later. Damn, I have a bad feeling that I will do badly again. For this time, I really have to do everything spontanously. By just looking at some sorta stupid powerpoint slide shows, I have to crap something out of it. Bad. I hate it. I’m not sure of what I will crap about tomorrow. No. I have to convince myself that this presentation is not a test. It is just for fun. Just enjoy. Pretend you are a PRO. (I wish I am as pro as I am in auditionsea) Pro like every1 in the class will call you a PRO speaker. T_T…. Well… I just hope I can do the best… for one last time… one last presentation. Or maybe, this one last presentation will be the last time I am going to present in Swinburne? Who knows… I haven’t do any decision on changing Uni yet. Damn the private Unis are so countable with just one hand in Malaysia.Argh.. I better sleep. -off-























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