I have this strong feeling, that I don’t wanna study yet. Yet school is starting next week. I look at my timetable, it’s just so packed. I hate it. Looking at the subjects that I’m taking make me feel worse. (It’s really really something that I never like.) I hate it, but I’ve got no choice. For my own future, I took something against my will. I might regret on my decision in future. Heck, Life is still Life. Can I just quit everything and let me choose to do what I like to do? I am not that brave enough to do so. I don’t have the courage to gamble on my future. I took the road which I think is the safest with a sigh. Reminds me of Robert Frost and his poem. Should I be regretting this in future? I don’t know. Should I be taking something I like although it will never promise me a good future, live my life in poverty and will I still feel happy? Or, choosing something which I hate don’t like now but it will bring me a brighter future and will I be happy doing it? I don’t know. It is a question which I can never answer.

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Perhaps, my decision today can actually allow me to compose an opposed version of Frost’s poem - The Road Not Taken.

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

This, is one of my favourite poems. (Not because I had studied it during my highschool but, it’s just a piece of beautiful and meaningful work.)

Forget it. I just can’t blame on others, or anything for something I can’t have.

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I love to do stupid stuffs at times. This is another one.

Cheesiin pinkish bunnie band and red santa’s rudolph ear band.

No doubt. It is very stupid.

Some kids in monster mask. They should find a better work.

and I should find something better to do.