Sigh…. $$ is really so important…

No $$ No talk.

Well…. what can I do?

Really have to restrict myself from spending, and start saving.

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Somehow, I always have this feeling - emptiness.

Can’t seem to explain it but, it’s just always there…

Since when? I don’t know…but…

It’s kind of gloomy…

Like this picture here…

Dark…Gloomy…and it feels Empty…

Yet, somehow there’s a light somewhere…

It is said a picture can picture a person’s thought deep within the heart,

but what does this picture means?

Somehow, it seems too complicated to me.

This is far better than XiaXue’s blog.

Yes. FAR BETTER

FAAR BEETTTTEERR than Kennysia’s blog, too.

Don’t miss checking it out.

This TOO-good-n-must-visit-blog won’t fail to cheer your bad day.

OldWoman.com

I bet most of you have heard about Star Celeb contest.

Yeaps, it is more or less like a reality show about hosting and modeling, and the show is hosted by May Wan & Daniel Tan.

May Wan & Daniel (Both talents in modeling & hosting)

Hm.. that doesn’t sound too interesting.

How about RM 50,000 cash prizes? And a one year of  hosting or modeling contract? Does that interest you? You want them? Muahahahhaha… FAT hope (to me T_T)
Aiya…only 60 lucky contestants who made it through the auditions will stand a chance to grab those prizes. Well, the list of the 60 contestants are out. Yes, you can find the names in the website here -> www.starceleb.tv 
Sad, I’m not one of them.

Well well well…. There’s an upcoming roadshow @
Lower Ground Floor Oval, 1 Utama, PJ
28th – 29th July 2007 (11am onwards)
or
Boulevard, Berjaya Times Square, KL
04th – 05th July 2007 (11am onwards)

Hey~ Don’t miss out these interesting roadshows~ They will shure entertain you.. much much more than your home tv and ps2 and CS  or whatever dota. Besides, it’s healthy to breathe in some fresh air. XD Don’t always laze your butt in your room. 

This guy here looks kinda cute to me.

Showing off his talent?

Wow~ Sexy~ *drools*

Umm….

Wah~~~ Like this oso can ah? Really sexy ooo~~~

Eh~ Don’t pray pray~ Macho ni~~~

"Okay, I’m trying to do catwalk…wait.. how to pose?"

"Do I look sexy enough?"

No wonder the crowds here… so BIG!

Wah~ Uncle~ Smile until like that sia~

I guess after so many pictures, you have some ideas what’s this Star Celeb is about. These pictures were taken on the roadshow @ The Curve. I’m sure the upcoming roadshows won’t dissapoint you. See you there~ ^^

I hate to study, and what I’m studying now makes me feel worse.

Still have to survive with it, and MUST survive….can’t afford to fail. T_T

For the sake to be in the same line with Turtle Tail in future, have to make it through no matter what happens.

~Gambatte~

His new album is really nice, as always. ~>.<~

Love his "Baby Baby" and 发现爱.

JJ~~~~~~~~ I love you~~~~~~~~~

I wish I can be as good as you~~~~~~

Be my sensei please~~~~~ *Dreaming*

Few days ago, I had the most interesting chat with one of my net friend.

Here’s the chat log…

…:  tomolo yr school starrt/?
Heo:  nop
…:  then when?
Heo:  23rd
…:  i thought u say 17th
Heo:  no
…:  nvm
…:  remember wrongly
…:  ANy way , yr journey will begin very soon
…:  Welcome Onboard to the world of IT
Heo:  T_T
…: 
Heo:  lol~ shhhhhhh
…:  hope u survive through Java OO
…:  LOL
Heo:  nvm…. i’ll do those next year
…:  OO Concepts r Fuck up
Heo:  NEXT YEAR
…:  k lo…. they r F up
…:  but , in this industry , it is popular!
…:  hav to noe this concpt of programming
…:  LOL
Heo:  T_T
…:  stop T_T
…:  LOL!!! jia you.. wu gui tou
Heo:  sigh..
Heo:  i haven had enuf of holidays
…:  LOL
…:  holiday will come along de la
…:  LOL…my holiday comin soon
…:  don worry la…any prob… if i can help…. i help u lo
…:  Wahahahaha
…:  u send mi yr programs i see lo…
…:  Glad tt we r in de same line
…:  Wahahahahaha o.O
Heo:  …
…:  of course la
Heo:  …………….
…:  u noe ar…when u go in ar…..first few weeks u will feel…
…:  WTF is…..
…:  LOL… new to u ma
Heo:  *throws wu gui at wawa
…:  noe how to use Microsoft office n use net is not equal to a IT professional
…:  LOL…when u join IT, we nt only gt to deal with client(means Interface for users)
…:  we gt to deal with Server (back end)
…:  LOL
…:  u will noe soon de
…:  Jia you
Heo:  si wu gui wei ba

…:  * throws back wu gui at wu gui tou
…: 
Heo:  说到那么兴奋。。。 变态啊你！
…:  * wu gui tou hop all my wu gui thrown over
…:  Wahahahahahahhaa!!!!
Heo:  =.=
Heo:  i go nap
Heo:  dun wan talk to u…bb
…:  LOL
…:  k la
…:  Sweet Dream
…:  dream of Java Syntax chasing u…
Heo:  ………………………………………….
…:  LOL
…:  Wahahahhahah
Heo:  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heo:  u.. wait
…:  import java.until.*;
…:  LOL
…:  Wahahahhaha
…:  Chasing euuuu………………….
…:  Bleah
…:  i feng le
…:  LOL
…:  LMAO
…:  FLOOD
…:  FLOOD…..
…:  …………………………
…:  ……………………………….
…:  ………………………………………..
Heo:  u very bian tai leh
…:  ………………………………………………..
…:  Wahahahahahha
…:  hao la 
Heo:  bye lah
…:  go sleep ba

*end*

Until today… I still feel so kek tiok.

What a nice friend I have.

This post is just for fun.

I have this strong feeling, that I don’t wanna study yet. Yet school is starting next week. I look at my timetable, it’s just so packed. I hate it. Looking at the subjects that I’m taking make me feel worse. (It’s really really something that I never like.) I hate it, but I’ve got no choice. For my own future, I took something against my will. I might regret on my decision in future. Heck, Life is still Life. Can I just quit everything and let me choose to do what I like to do? I am not that brave enough to do so. I don’t have the courage to gamble on my future. I took the road which I think is the safest with a sigh. Reminds me of Robert Frost and his poem. Should I be regretting this in future? I don’t know. Should I be taking something I like although it will never promise me a good future, live my life in poverty and will I still feel happy? Or, choosing something which I hate don’t like now but it will bring me a brighter future and will I be happy doing it? I don’t know. It is a question which I can never answer.

*blank*

Perhaps, my decision today can actually allow me to compose an opposed version of Frost’s poem - The Road Not Taken.

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

This, is one of my favourite poems. (Not because I had studied it during my highschool but, it’s just a piece of beautiful and meaningful work.)

Forget it. I just can’t blame on others, or anything for something I can’t have.

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I love to do stupid stuffs at times. This is another one.

Cheesiin pinkish bunnie band and red santa’s rudolph ear band.

No doubt. It is very stupid.

Some kids in monster mask. They should find a better work.

and I should find something better to do.

Last night, I was pretty bad. In fact, I was very very bad.

I broke promises made to YanYan. (I didn’t go out dinner with her.)

I reject Rabbit’s invitation to go for supper.

I shooed Bird Bird when he, called me again, just to ask me join him and Rabbit for supper (go eat sio bee).

I just continued my sleep. Food is not that tempting to me after all.

Sleep is more important to me anyway.

ZzzzzzzzzzZZzzzzzZZZzzzZzzzzzzZZzzzzzzZZzzZZZzzzz………………..

Sio bee…..Sio bee……….Sio bee…………..

Dim sum~ Dim sumMmmm~~~~ Dim SumMmmmmMMmm~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*drools*

Sio bee ah sio bee~~~~ siew mai ah siew mai~~~~

ahhh~~~ yuk mai~~~~ so yummi~~~~~

Bao Zi…… *opens the bao bao~~~~~

Look… so…. yummy~~~~

Look at this…… *feels hungry~

You want more???? Yes…Yes… I know you want more.

This is good. Aaaaa~~

How about a fried one????  *drools more~

Or maybe you just love this? Prawnie~~ with fish ball~~dipped in soy sauce~

Or just try this one here….

Come on. This is so yummilicious~ baby~

*Wake up….. Wake up…!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAKKKEEE UPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG NIGHTMARE SIAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How could I dream of DIM SUM??!!!! Aaaaa~~~~ wicked dim sum!!!!! Pate you!!!!

Damn Rabbit…. you just gave me a nightmare last night…. DAMN~~~~!!!!!!!

Oh well… *hungry*

I have to rephrase this : FOOD is tempting afterall!

God~~~ please don’t punish me for saying the wrong thing~ please~~~ No food nightmare again please~~~~

T_T