Obviously…. I’m still feeling so down after my haircut….I feel very regret for having such short hair right now. I know it’s my own fault, and it serves me right for going for those "extreme-african" tight curls. It did look pretty cool, but it’s just a fuss to maintain and I’m too lazy for it (I don’t wanna spend 2 hours standing infront of the mirror doing my hair, curling those springgy curls). Furthermore, I can’t stand my grandma nagging at my hair… stop nagging.. or else I’ll explode. Okay, I know she won’t stop as long as I don’t straighten my hair. So I did, n she stopped nagging. BUT- it ended up turning my hair into a grass field.

Aight, maybe not this.
But THIS!

MISERABLE right???!!! It’s shooOooOOOOoo fugly.
I know I can still keep my spoilt long hair, which is still acceptable. Okay, I did think for a very long time, to cut or not to cut. It’s kinda pointless to keep those spoilt "grass", as its really fugly. I can’t go out without my hat on, and I can’t comb my hair. That’s the saddest thing for a girl. It’s like telling someone "I’ve got hair, but I’ve got no hair for me to comb. My comb breaks combing my hair." So… at last I decided to cut it off. *SOB*
My friend suggested that I go to Richard, since we’re shopping at Tun Jugah. The first thing Richard said to me when he saw my hair : "Wow, beautiful hair."
*!&%^#!%$)&#!%#*
Okay, fine. As I was seated waiting for Richard to do my hair, I thought for the i-duno-how-many-times again. Should I really cut all my hair away???? Won’t it be really awful? So I asked him to "preserve" my long hair, just to trim away the "spoilt" hair, at least this way I can still keep my long hair, still having the same "a lil cute n abit punkish" hairstyle. Guess what he said….
"NO"
It’s better to just cut away all the hair… and wait for the new hair to grow. ("Grassy field" cannot be forgiven)
SAD!
I was shoooooo miserable and regret that I went for that stupid tight curls. Screwed all my nice long lock of hair.
As I was dying away slowly in the chair…someone came into the saloon….
It’s such a miracle… to have some1 like her.. sitting beside me…Yes. RIGHT beside me… It’s so unimaginable that I was awaken from my dark gloomy dream.
I guess I don’t have to tell you who she is.

I don’t know how I should feel. Lucky or Sad?
It’s very lucky to see her and sit with her in the same saloon at the same time. It’s SAD to see my hair. Cool dude hair? Omg, if I’m a guy, I would definitely love that hair to bits! I would look so cool n stylish, and fishing sexy pretty ladies won’t be a problem at all.
But I ain’t a guy. I’m a GIRL!
Happy or sad, accept it or not. It’s already a fact. Gotta live with short hair now…and I SWEAR I’ll never cut my hair again in 3 years time. Aight…maybe I’ll trim it, but not cut it and I swear I won’t ever cut short hair again. It’s the SADDEST thing on Earth.
Short hair rox. Cool dude hair rox.