We always dream of having freedom… like a bird. Yeah, they do have the freedom to fly around, anywhere and anytime they want. They can fly from Kuching to Miri, and then to KL, even to Thailand after that. They can be in Malaysia today, and landed in USA a week later. No air fare needed. No tax. Most of all, they can fly around the world and stay wherever they want to without worries. Doesn’t that sound nice?

Well, I’d wish I was a bird once, but not anymore.

Today, a little bird flew into the dry studio. The windows were closed, shut tightly so I had no idea how it got in there. It was looking for a way out. As half of the studio wall was made of glass, the bird somehow flew toward it and banged the wall. Ouch~! I was watching it all the time. What a pain it must have been! Lucky enough, the bird was fine. It got up immediately and flew back to the closed window, looking for another way to go out. It stayed there for quite sometime, well….. how can it go out when the windows were all shut?

Summer saw the bird then, and she went to open up one of the window for it to go out. It peeped thru the open glass, but seriously, it did not fly that way out. Instead, it flew back towards the glass wall and banged it again!!!!

This time, it was harder.

Gosh…. hard time, little bird!!!!

The bird fainted on the floor. Edward tried to pick it up and put it by the side of the open window, but I guess it was really in pain and couldn’t fly. For quite a long time, it lay there breathing hardly. Pity lil bird~ I notice one of the leg was broken. Oh dear… is there anything I can help? Summer and I couldn’t bear to leave it there alone if it can’t fly. We tried to carry it up, but it was too afraid of us…. When my hand was approaching, it tried to hop away… I was scared that it will peck me, too. So we asked Edward to help us pick it up and put it inside a container so we can carry it and placed it somewhere safe. Edward tried, but then… the lil bird flew off (he said so, since none of us was looking at him coz we were looking for a good container).

Tata lil bird. Take care of yourself. Don’t let any prey take you down. Hope you heal up soon.

That’s the story of a little bird.

Now, do you still wish that you are a bird?

人类就像是矛盾的生物。

心里想的和所做的，往往不一样。

人呢。。。常常为了“应该”做的事情，而放弃了心里真正想要去做的事情。

因为责任的存在和那所谓的“良心”， 人就背叛了自己的那颗真心——理想，梦想。

也因为这样，有些人永远下不了决定；那心中的理想。

然而，人往往会因此而后悔自己的过错。。。“早知今日，何必当初”。但，也太迟了吧！

唉！人啊！人啊！

就是这么的奇怪。。。 复杂！

Yea.. I’m back in Kuching for a 2 weeks holiday.

2 weeks of doing dunno-wat-to-do.

But 2 weeks of laid-back holiday can be a real deal after tiring semester and you know you’re going to have another busier semester in 2 weeks time.

So I guess I’m gonna enjoy those duno-wat-to-do days.

Final exam is just around the corner. Gonna have to submit all my final project in 2 weeks. 2 weeks sounds like still long to go… but hey… 16 pieces of potraits and paintings to do plus 1 sculpture. OMG!!! That’s gonna kill me pretty soon.

I guess my RM10k dream is gone, too. I’m just hoping that I’ll get a few hundred for my sculpture. Yeah, in my dream. Hope not.

What’s with the sudden raise for petrol price?

It’s SOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo stupid. It’s even more stupid with all the jam. Every1 rushing to the petrol station just to fill up all their fuel tanks b4 midnight, when the GREAT price became effective. It’s so great, a raise of 40%? RM2.70 Now cool. How much do I need to pay just to fill up my small little car…. That RM30 is no longer enough for me to travel from the toilet to my bedroom la!

Kns loh…. I think the Gorv just love to watch everyone rush to petrol station and causing the stupid traffic jam.

Btw, what’s the reason of raising the price?
Pls don’t tell me they just want to "mendorong orang ramai menggunakan public transport". Pls lah~~~ You go take the bus urself lah!!! Why hire a driver to drive your luxurious car for you? Isn’t bus good enough for you? Or just take the LRT if there’s any lah! Stupid.

Leaders are always the best examples.

XXXX!!!

有时候，我真的搞不明白。为何在世上会有这种人？

真的是快气死我了。

These are my bundles of joy. They’re my babies, and also the one who accompany me all the time, especially my bedtime. Well, 3 puppies and 1 sheepie. They’re just the adorable stuffie for you to throw hug around.

I’m loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so….

I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know.







And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.

Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.







In my dreams I’m not so far away from home,

What am I in a world so far away from home,

All my life all the time so far away from home,

Without you I’ll be so far away from home.







If we could make it trough the darkest Night we’d have a brighter day.

the world I see beyond your pretty eyes, makes me want to stay.







And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.

Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.







In my dreams I’m not so far away from home,

What am I in a world so far away from home,

All my life all the time so far away from home,

Without you I’ll be so far away from home.







I count on you, no matter what they say, cause love can find it’s time.

I hope to be a part of you again, baby let us shine.







And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.

Where is home on the milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.







In my dreams I’m not so far away from home,

What am I in a world so far away from home,

All my life all the time so far away from home,

Without you I’ll be so far away from home.